Closed -Gone Fishing

ALERT: THIS IS HEAVIER THAN THE TITLE IMPLIES

Not really going fishing in the real sense. (This was on a shop in Bozeman and I loved it) But I am going to wait a few days to blog again. I want you to know I am safe and doing all the things. I just think I need to process everything in the next few days. I am the healthiest I have been in my life regarding my parents. But we are an hour from where they spent their last night. An hour and a half from the last attraction they went to see. 2 hours from where they all took their last breath. That kind of struck me last night.

This is a culmination of my life. When you lose someone so young you process and grieve at different levels, or different ages. I was so blessed to have my Grandma who allowed me to feel what I needed when I needed. She had her own grief to process too but she always put me first. And as I love to share we were 2 β€œpeople who need people”.

This has been such a fun and exciting trip for us and every single detail big or small has felt meant to be. I am trusting that to continue and I will share all of it when I am at that point. I can not thank you all enough for going with me so far. Sharing this is a big part of why I feel so healthy about it all. If we have learned anything in the last 65 years, it is that not talking about it is not always the way to heal.
LOVE YOUR PEOPLE….. ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND!!❀️

10 responses to “Closed -Gone Fishing”

  1. Prayers for peace as your journey continues. You are so very fortunate to have Jay by your side! ❀️

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  2. Marilyn Shafer Johnson Avatar
    Marilyn Shafer Johnson

    This post gave me an overwhelming feeling of knowing that you and Jay on this Big Adventure is a β€˜God Thing’. Whenever you are ready to share, we will be listening. HUG.

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  3. Hugs and prayers Janet!πŸ’ž God will give ou the peace and rest you seek!πŸ™πŸ»β€οΈ

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  4. Robin Osterberg Avatar
    Robin Osterberg

    Oh boy my heart goes out to you and at the same time I am over joyed because of the journey you get to go on. May God give you comfort and healing as he is with you and Jay in the next days as you fell your parents touching you saying I still love you Janet I always have and always will! You are an amazing women!

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  5. My heart is with you. I can’t imagine all the feelings that you are experiencing. Prayers my friend πŸ™β€οΈ

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  6. I am so glad you making this trip. Overwhelming thoughts as you travel this road. Hugs to you and peace and love my sweet friend πŸ₯°

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  7. Dito to all the above. We all feel pain, excitement, joy, and sadness of missed opportunities with those we love. Gods’ comfort and blessings from days past to days ahead. Your journey touches all who are with you as we follow along. Keep the faith and process all He gives you as you continue on. Safe travels home.

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  8. connerconnie33 Avatar
    connerconnie33

    OMG Janet! Little Connie and I are together and we are feeling your pain. Our hearts hurt for you right now but also understand the meaning and the depth of your journey πŸ’•πŸ’•

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  9. Darlene Higgins Avatar
    Darlene Higgins

    I have been watching your Facebook post but had not read your blog but will be going back to the beginning as I want to follow your journey. You have traveled much of the country Shane & I have over the years. Love you neighbor ❀️.

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  10. Bless you!

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